Heart Ache

So i have had the best week ever hanging out with the most amazing friend ever. My friend Caitlin came to stay with me to help me get through this week since it was the week that my momma passed away a year ago. I have had my moments where i wanted to cry but i kept strong and held it all in. I know that when i do cry for a little bit it helps me deal with everything a little better or i should say makes me feel a little bit better for a little while. And now it is halloween and i don't even want to do anything. I hate feeling like this and it has not gone away at all since i lost her. She was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I thank god every day for giving me the chance to get to know someone so special and somebody i could call my mother. A special lady that would take the shirt off her back for anyone in need. I know i have wrote about this before but i truly feel blessed to have know such a special person. It won't be much longer and we will meet again but until then i will know that she is in a better place and is watching over me and my family. I am gonna try to make the best of what i have left. I just want to thank all my family and friends for showing how much they care. Because losing my mom has been the hardest thing i have ever gone through. I do not wish it on anybody. Love you always and forever mom RIP.